you know..
sometimes.. you feel so alone and you don’t know what to do.. well.. what do i do now then?
you are here.. but you aren’t here. i feel like sometimes.. i am an asshole because i asked you a question and you interpret it wrong.. and then i am in the wrong. maybe if i leave you alone and act like i am not ever around.. you may want me.. or you may even want me around..
it’s crazy because we live together.. and i still have to fight to get your attention. maybe a computer and a television is better than i am.. who knows. maybe i am crazy.
maybe, it’s because i love you.. and you tell me you do.. or you slip and tell me you do.. then you tell me that you like me a lot.. but like has the high potential to turn to love right? oh well.
remember, i’ll be a ghost okay?
Use your smile to change the world — Don’t let the world change your smile
Sigh..
I have to admit, I miss being home right now. The holidays aren’t the same without the Vo’s… But it’s okay right? I have to make the best of it. I get to spend it with my boyfriend though. (: So that should be awesome. (:
This year, I am very thankful for my family. I am also thankful for my boyfriend and everything here in San Diego. <3
Sweeter Than a Swisher: The best relationship is when you two can act like lovers and best...
Awkward moment.
Yesterday, my boyfriend’s uncle came into the house and randomly asked me “what are your intentions with my nephew?” and I just stared. Said uhh. And said I had no bad intentions. And tried to change the topic like a few times. Didn’t work. And then all of a sudden he was apparently on the phone with someone. Haha. So I think o got out of “interrogation” haha. I hope. (:
Happy 21st Birthday to my Best<3
I love you. I miss you tons. I will see you soon, promise. (: I hope you have a great day Debbie!